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[ezra816]

i feel pretty emotionally beat up lately.

on sunday i got a call that my grandfather would be passing away in a matter of hours.
then maybe not
then maybe
and now he is hanging in there, but nothing is certain and he just went through a shitload of surgeries.
he is a fucking fighter, and if it were this time last year i would not have any doubt he would

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[crimeofpoisson]

I sent you a hug via internetness. Much love and happy holidays.

[ezra816]

thank you my dear

[fairyofthefire]

Hang in there!

I know what that type of job does to you overall, and when I was suddenly faced with 3 (Very Unfounded) accusations in a short period of time, I was devastated as well, even when I knew I'd done nothing against their best interest at any time.

I'm also very sorry to hear about your grandfather, that's not an easy thing to go through, and I'll be thinking about you and your family!

[ezra816]

i have been involved in countless allegations, but always as a witness. i have never been the target before. i had no idea it would be so hurtful. i know the vast majority come back unsubstantiated, but the idea that someone would even think it is a possibility is killing me. there is nothing to do but wait for the investigation to start and eventually end.

thanks so much for your kind words.

[ariellie18]

hi my beautiful! i wish you were doing better, i am sorry things are so difficult right now. i love you very much and i am proud of who you are and i believe in you!

[ezra816]

i love you so much sweet ariel. i hope to see your beautiful face again soon! i will drive hours upon hours to catch a glimpse of you at the fargo!