I'm sorry Ariel. I'm sure it is frustrating. There is really nothing to focus your rage on though, other than fate, if you believe in that sort of thing. It seems like a random accident that could have happened to any of us. Awful nonetheless.
It is completely irrational rage. I was sitting on the subway, surrounded by assholes and I couldn't help but think "so YOU get to live, but someone who was actually making the world a better place has to die?!" I know I don't really feel that way, but like I said it is irrational. I guess this whole thing made my emotions so raw that every irritation is now an explosion. If that makes any sense.
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