so work at 6am was quite interesting. i was tired as god knows what. and being in the state that i was in the night before that just added to my tiredness!

So I visited with Mike last night. it was fun. I forgot how much I love hanging out with him. So we remade our plans for december again. which is cool i cant wait. just spending time with him makes me happy:-D

However.....I need to know can you be in love with two people at the same time?

so steph and I are slowly making plans to do our thing in wilmington! i am already here. she will probably come jan. school starts early here. i really wanted to move to durham but i think that was for one reason.....anyhoo...so yeah i have two jobs. I am aat old navy and ruby tuesdays LOVE both so far!

so lets see....an update on today....still lonely....still sad...still no job...all told me if they were interested they would call....so now I search in a new place Durham.....hmmmm or Raleigh ( Read more... )

:( i am sad guys.....i dont know what has happened....why am i an emotional basket case? Can anyone really love me and respect me until I get better.....will i ever get better? these are all ???'s that must get answered....not right away but soon would be nice......and the job hunt continues. i have filled quite a # of apps and all and it ( Read more... )

talking to adam and it is really hard on me. hes telling me that everything we talked about on thursday was took out of context. what do i do?

Durham will not be the same...but perhaps beeter when I visit next;) No more driving by his house either....and erasing all the text messages and emails he's ever sent me....NO MORE! ok I am done:-D

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal ( Read more... )

oi vay....(not spelt right i know:) last night was simply amazing.....all those thousands of screaming fans all under one sky to see the greatest voice:-D DAVE MATTHEWS!!! OMG it was amazing...the violins the guitar the drums.....the fact that he played EVERY song I LOVE and then some....he knew I was gonna be there:-D yayayayay ( Read more... )

we danced last night to A moment like this.....it was soooooooo romantic:) Mike woulda NEVER danced with me! Yay!

"you've already won me over inspite of me!"