today is a good day.

my mom and my sister rock for accepting me without asking any questions.

i think i'm going to be okay now.

my friends, on the other hand, are a different story.

kimberly's depression is overtaking her.
and it's killing me because I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HELP HER.

i feel like crying. i completely poured out everything i thought she needed but to no avail and now i just feel completely naked. and it didn't even WORK.

she thinks that i can't understand what's it's like.
if she only knew.

people who pretend they're depressed for attention suck ass.
me and stacey are hitting the town tonight and we're going to bitch and bitch and bitch and bitch. because, we can without hurting each other's feelings and we both are in dire need of a complete bitch session. <3 stacey.

the band concert was great ( Read more... )

okay, guys. GET THIS. mrs. b complimented me THREE TIMES today in dance. that's like... the weirdest thing of all time. the rest of the day i kept like, randomly dancing and singing because i felt all music-y. ahaha, what a loser i am ( Read more... )

today... today was fun =D ( Read more... )

my mom tried to make me take prozac this morning. i completely refused to. maybe i'm stupid, but i don't think drugs are what i need to make myself happy. i need PEOPLE to actually care. if everyone wants to help so much, why they just sit me down and look me straight in the eye and tell me they want to hear what i have to say? that's all it ( Read more... )

jason broke his ankle or something to that effect today. it was during performing arts, during ms. b's class, and we were doing some crazy dance move. jason fell and his body went a different way than his ankle and it just... snapped, i guess ( Read more... )

f0_sheezy f0_sheezy f0_sheezy... new layout. it's not nearly as cool as my old one, but i suppose i needed a change or something. new relient k icon as well =D ( Read more... )

joslyn pulled me out of bed at 11 this morning and made me go christmas shopping with her. we went in our pajamas because we are both cooler than you (and we're lazy, but... i like to pretend it's because i'm cool ( Read more... )