I'm packing up my room finally to move into my new home with ashley.. 306 W. Broad...I was packing my books and decided to read what I wrote in my journal last year and well this is what it said on may first ( Read more... )

I have something worthy to write about ( Read more... )

I have an obession with love, trying to figure it out why it makes us feel the things we do, why it stops and how. It seems like it something that is everywhere..almost all music is about it in one sense or another, I catch myself listening to songs and being able to relate the heart break and the happiness in every song, even the silly ones. The ( Read more... )

What to do with myself? Im contimplating leaving this place for a bit make a temporary home in california doing some movie style bonding with my aunt...It weird to be in a similar place as summers and summers before im bringing back some of the same faces and let me tell you I needed to pick myself and stop this weird funk..althought im not going ( Read more... )

I can't help but think that now that I understand...now that i really fucking understand...I cant help but think it was all fake...pretend...it cant be...but it must of been...thats the only expination for all of this and thats the worst pain

The truth is that this hurts so fucking much, the truth is that I am not ok, Its just that if I dont talk about it it with anyone then they wont try to ask me how I am feeling they wont try and give me thier adivce which will only make me think even more ( Read more... )

I cant seem to shake this feeling, honestly its driving me insane. Its a feeling of satisfaction with nothing here in woodbridge my work has pretty much consumed my life and when I have time off I seem to end up sitting on my computer looking at myspace and facebook repetivley and yeah some nights I'm tired and would rather be alone but then or I ( Read more... )

my mind is always thinking about worst case senarios and I just need to stop, I just want this to work, because I really care about him so much... I can't help but worry because I've never been in a realtionship with someone who I can't just see whenever I want...I guess its kind of a true test to us whether or not the distance matters which I am ( Read more... )

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss...was with my suga ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this in a few years, here it goes again