I went off of my prescription a few weeks ago because of completely unmanageable side-effects. A week later I saw my doctor and all was well. We decided to send Ken out into the world without meds for a while and see how he does. A week after that the depression hit like a ton of bricks and I've been like this for a week now. This really chomps ( Read more... )

1. Stray cats will not be fed ( Read more... )

A Geek's CAT User's Manual

I'm getting tired ( Read more... )

I moved into the trailer some weeks ago, while it was still a hard-hat construction zone. Nothing like saw dust between the sheets. Since, I have become pretty well settled in and last Wednesday I officially decided the trailer was presentable. Then, as if prompted by a soft whisper only she could hear, monkeygrrrl called to ask how I was doing. I was so glad ( Read more... )

Well, so much for getting into the trailer this weekend. Just no way it's gonna happen. Regina is sure to ask for some money and I just don't have it. Even if I did, I'd not want to give it to her. Phooey ( Read more... )

I was out on porch painting a door today. It's unheard of in these parts... but its the way I was taught. To paint a door: remove said door from its frame. Remove hinge, knob, and latch hardware. Fill nail holes as required. Apply primer if required. Apply one to two coats of desired colored paint. Allow paint to dry thoroughly, replace hardware, ( Read more... )

Hmmm. Feeling a bit better today. Not quite as deep in the dark despair thing. I think unloading into the journal the other day might have helped. Kinda cool. Kinda like an emotional commode. Flush
Today was Therapy Tuesday. I mentioned I would like a new drug. I'd really like one that would make the anxiety and the dark depressive response go

So today I'm thinking the move to the trailer may not be such a good idea ( Read more... )

Was working on the trailer today; was getting new paneling up in the bedroom when a cool breeze blew in across my face. I havent felt that in a bedroom of my own in years. Later I was outside. It was nearing dusk and it occured to me that it felt like camping. I think I'm gonna like it out there. A much needed move from the basement apartment. Hope ( Read more... )