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My family
I have a problem that's been on my mind lately. Now that Lyle is gone. All the underlaying problems I've just past and let go, has came to the surface ( Read more... ) -
Tracy Chapman
The new Tracy Chapman album is the bomb. Love it. -
Hundred Mark
Well lots of things to tell you today. For one, I've made it to my weight goal. I've lost a 100 lbs since February.
Iam still unhappy with my body. I have all this extra skin. I hate HATE hate it. I feel more like a freak now undressed. But at least I am presentable with clothes on.
If I ever get the chance to do the lower body lift, They can just ( Read more... ) -
Slow Work Day
Work has really slowed down. The good old Bush economy, and the non-construction season, it doesn't look very chipper around here. I do have pending projects but they are not going anywhere right now.
So I am just here twiddling my thumbs with a real lack of motivation too much else.
I am getting kind of worried about my Christmas Bonus; it was ( Read more... ) -
Viva Las Vegas
Las Vegas was very very fun.
We decided to take it easy this year with the vacation. Usually it is me hauling Lyle and the girls cross country to certain destinations and getting tired and exhausted over the duration.
We went to Vegas, found a cheap package deal that got us a flight out of Idaho Falls, a week hotel stay and a rental car for around ( Read more... ) -
Weightloss and Antianxiety piills.
Last winter, I was just depressed and lonely, I was in severe denial about it. I just didn't feel like myself. Didn't really like myself. I put on a front, so I wouldn't piss anybody off, nor alienate myself even more.
Then with my mom getting sick, it kind of snapped me to a realization that life should be and is more than what I was going through ( Read more... ) -
Update
Finally an update from me.
Lots and lots of things has changed. Here's a little list, to brief things up.
1. I've lost 85 lbs.
2. I'm on anti-anxiety pills.
3. I'm alot more happier care free because of number 1 and 2.
4. We went to Las Vegas for vacation, had a blast.
5. We've got the yard done, it looks marvelous.
6. I stayed with K&F Engineers, after a ( Read more... ) -
Today's the Day
Probably for a good 7 years, ok probably the whole nine years, I have been wondering when this day will be coming. This is the day I give my two weeks notice. I been going back and forth on whether to tell them sooner, but I never did. I figure if i do it at around 4:30 today, I won't receive the possible brunt of getting yelled at or degraded. I ( Read more... ) -
Changes
I know I don't blog much, but I have to announce my good news to the world!
I have just been offered a new job. Not just a new job, but a job with better pay (12,000 dollars more per year), better benefits, and maybe just better bosses. I am just in shock about it all right now.
I have been at my current place of employment for 9 years, they've been ( Read more... )