i need to write in this more often ( Read more... )

I feel like I've spent so much time making myself numb to emotion that I've forgotten how to feel, and I'm scared of what this is doing to me.

so it was a relaxing weekend. didn't drink (aside from a beer or two thursday & friday), just got some work done and spent time with friends ( Read more... )

I think I'm realizing something about myself. For the past three months or so, I went numb. I ignored the emotions that are my biggest vulnerabilities. And I think I just lost that numbness so quickly that these feelings are nearly overbearing. I was caught completely off-guard. I mean... I haven't felt that whole light-headed, confusing ( Read more... )

What a weekend ( Read more... )

So, today Greg pushed me into a bush.
I was mad.
I'm not mad anymore, really.
Only a little bit.
But he is gonna GET IT.

Anyone know of any good April Fools pranks???

I need something reeeeeeally good.
Like... super uber good.

This weather, holy shit.
Swear it almost hit 80 yesterday.

It's 73 out there right now.
And I'm sweating my balls off in class.
Which is why I'm leaving in a minute.

I'm trying to make it to every class, including lectures.
I feel like it's about time I learn some responsibility.

Time for some Guitar Hero... their room had better be cool.... :)

For the longest time I lived vicariously through others.

But now... now I'm living for me.

This is MY life... not his or hers.
This is MY time to live for what I want.

:)

Several things on my mind ( Read more... )

I just about bombed my essay-style IAH midterm. That was awful. Slept in (past my first class), woke up at noon, lazed around a little bit, took my shower, and realized I had 13 minutes to get to class. Which meant... find clean clothes, put on makeup [I'm such a fuckin' chick], print out all of my notes, find all of my books, walk to McDonel, ( Read more... )