Fuck everything and everybody

Hmm today was weird. Teena was down here and she went to chruch with us but then left from there to go back to Chico. I guess she had to work in the afternoon... but oh well.. at least I got to see her! Then I sat in the sun the rest of the day, which was very exciting. But then I chilled with Dan and I dunno ( Read more... )

Today was a lot better than yesterday... most likely due to the limited amount of school-going that was involved. I did go to school but only for dive practice. Practice was actually alright. It was only Tyler, Chris and myself. Tyler's family were there watching and his little cousins were playing on teh other diving board. It was much fun. ( Read more... )

Yesterday was.. umm... awesome! It was so great to see Sam and Jackie again! They're so cool! I miss Sam soo much! I just love her to death! And dear lord.. Shauna! She has changed soo much.. it's just so beautiful to see her growing up! And lemme tell you.. she is growing up... definately becoming more mature... it's hecka awesome! I'm so0o0 ( Read more... )

OMGosh... yesterday was soo awesome...I talked to my lukie for the first time in like a year! I've missed him so much! I told him that he needs to visit me and he said that he's coming down here during the summer with Dustin... it'll be sweet!HOORAH! Like I was so flaberghasted when he IMed me that I like couldn't even think of anything to say but ( Read more... )

Have you ever had those situation where you just don't know what to do? Where every answer seems to lead to the same dead end and how there seems to be no way out of the maze? Then emotions arrive and are tied to my back as a burden of confusion. The empty lonely feeling of myself combined with the desolate world makes decisions unbelievably hard.

Alright.. wow it's been about a week or so since I've written. Not much has happened. So here's about all the happened last week ( Read more... )

We had a dive meet today.. it was actually alright. There were a lot of people there cuz it was an invitational. I placed 6th... go me! and I qualified for NCS. I got hecka burnt cuz i didn't put sunscreen on till after my competition. Then I stayed for the guys' competition, which was fun. Tyler got a freakin 419.95... he's a crazy savage and Nick ( Read more... )

Yay... it's finally Friday! horrah!! Ugh, but I have a stupid diving meet tomorrow at Foothill and I hafta be there at 8:45 in the morning! AHH... no bueno! Oh well... it should be alright I suppose. The only thing that sux is that they split up girls and guys so I don't get to hang out with the guys tomorrow. Bummer... but what can ya do about it ( Read more... )

I got back from Mexico on Saturday night at 11:30 after the transmission of our bus like blew up! The trip was completely awesome even through the layers of dirt, the bano winds, and the sleep nazis. God was showing himself throughout the trip and it was amazing to see the graciousness of Reyna (the mom) and the giving nature of all the little boys ( Read more... )