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Finally realized that I just need to get over myself... stop dwelling in my problems and feeding on my sorrow. It'll be hard, but you can anything that you put your mind to right? Running away never solves anything and it's just taking the easy way out of things. I believe that I can be a lot stronger than that ( Read more... )

I have figured out that my idea that I have for my life isn't my real destiny. If it was, I wouldn't be haunted by everything. Had an awesome night Friday. Did a buncha nothing. Robin come over and jammed, which was super rad. Then we giggled for like over an hour about people and gonads (but not with any sort of relationship between). Ate potatoes ( Read more... )

Last week = stressful week. I don't even remember Monday or Tuesday really to be honest. Well, actually, I take that back. Tuesday: I hear Jason talking about how the midterm is tomorrow and so when asked Saugier was faced with my desperate question she replied "Oh, yeah class, the midterm is tomorrow" Everybody freaks out. Yeah, hella fun. Ditch ( Read more... )

Whoa! Today was a most excellent day! Start off with being able to go to bed at 10:30 last night. Yay... go me... and combined with being able to sleep in later because I took a shower that night. So, I went to school... Stat = study session for a pre-AP test on monday and tuesday, History = test and a sub who was in Vietnam and got shot down in ( Read more... )

Hmm last week was alright. Homecoming week... so they were trying to persuade the entire student body to have some sort of school spirit. It was lame. FUn watching the Freshman skit and laughing. I must say, however, that I was impressed when he jumped from the ladder onto the concrete without shoes.... it was a tall ladder. Sophomore skit I ( Read more... )

Have you ever had the overwhelming idea that you may never find anybody? That no matter who you meet or what you find, that you will never connect with anybody on a more intimate level than just a simple friendship? Regardless of my influences, my genuine personality, anything remotely positive, I will always remain compeltely alone. Alone in the ( Read more... )

This Week was quite hectic... if I might say so myself. Sara quit, so things have been crazy at work. I had to combine two classes and work cover other peoples' classes. Ugh. Some of the kids were driving me insane.. I'm just glad that I have the best job ever. Speaking of which, I started working out a little bit again and I have already gotten my ( Read more... )

Wow.. this week so far has been pretty lame up until today. Gladly, however, today made the whole week completely awesome! I am soooo happy... glowing actually. Robin and I have an audition for Panama Bay on Monday, so we're totally stoked... that means that there will be a show soon! woot woot! Our first one ever!! We seriously left Panama jumping ( Read more... )

Wow... haven't updated in a long while. I got sick from Kelsi's mom at the dave concert (which was amazing) and my voice still isn't fully back. It's a little frustrating. This is what has happened during these couple weeks... our church is finally in the new building, i hate my stat and history class but I love my chem class (odd how things turn ( Read more... )