Is it possible that I am still living in my imaginary world without being aware of it anymore? It seems as though the only happiness and satisfaction I get emotionally is only in my head and parts of my daydreams. Sometimes I wish that I could see my reality for what it really is, but I'm scared that the results of that will bring me down even more ( Read more... )

Totally only 2 days left of school wooohoo! We had a fun worship band practice... at least I had fun dancing and being a dork with Kelsi. Erik told us that we have to lead worship by ourselves on the 27th too and I'm scared.. which means that I'll be the only guitar player! Ay Caramba! It should be interesting though ( Read more... )

o man, o man... 6 more classes.. 3 days...9 hours of classtime...3 tests... then SUMMERTIME! I'm so excited! I hope that I actually have stuff to do this summer instead of just getting ditched and bailed on.

I've decided to take Marcus'advise about love. I give up searching for it and I am going to be patient and let it happen.. let love find me! ( Read more... )

There was a diving meet today. I went to watch (at least that's how it started out) and I ended up diving. I dove like crap cuz I haven't been on the boards since NCS... oh well. It was a fun first JO meet. yay! Then NIck was having a horrible day .. I guess just not in the right mindset. Logan did good.. I'm so proud of her and Lisa was amazing. ( Read more... )

Friday was a fun day. Umm... Mr. Cameron officially needs to die. I love how he gives us no homework until like these past 2 days... whatever. Eww... and we learned about STDs (slideshow and all)... Sean and I were almost crying. Spanish was alright... we had a sub again but Senora dropped in for a few minutes to say hi and get some stuff. She ( Read more... )

We watched Sally give birth to a baby today in bio. It made me hungry... not! It made me want to never have kids... OUCH ( Read more... )

Memorial Weekend was awesome! We went down to Point Loma University (my future college hopefully) and chilled there for the Southwest Extreme. There were like 900 high school student there... it was crazy! I slept a lot and played my guitar a lot. Hung out at the beach, watched and played some sports and whatnot. I met a lotta cool new people from ( Read more... )

Woohoo! Lemme just say that yesterday was muy fun! My brother Brent got a rad new chameleon named Gus who rides mini bikes and is a killer-beast-machine!! I can't wait to go over there and train it to kill! muahaha! The wedding is still on between AJ and myself...until later notice.  We had "fun day" at diving yesterday and well... it was fun! We ( Read more... )

School today.. basically sucked! Got 2 new projects and we're starting sex ed in a few days... yippee NOT! Eww.. we were talking about parasites today.. grossest thing ever in the world. Fire Worms... no thank you! I don't want some 4 foot worm living inside my skin. Then Senora Drief tried to persaude me that there was a worm that lived in your ( Read more... )

Hmm... today was fun. Church was cool... pastor Dave talked about serving and ministering to other people. It was a good message.. Jeff was playing drums today.. GO JEFF! We had like a lunch type thing after church... yummy food. They had cheesecake and it was glorious. Then, I went to Robin's house and hung out. I played an entire song on one ( Read more... )