Every time someone I know breaks up with someone they've been with for a long time it makes me really depressed about the future.

I think school is killing my relationship. I have 30 hours of class a week plus another 5-10hrs of homework on top of that. My classes start at 8AM and usually don't finish until about 6PM. Usually with only an hour break for lunch, which means I am completely exhausted when I come home, and most of my free time is spent sleeping or doing ( Read more... )

Had a dream about Stephen Holland last night. It was a small aside in a larger and more complicated dream, but he showed up with Miwa to fight (against I can't remember what). Nina saw them first, and ran to give Stephen a hug. Then it was my turn. He asked if it would be ok, and I said, "I heard you died." He replied with "Well, I'm here aren ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night about Pierre, one of the guitarists in Vitalik's band.


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It's time for me to face the facts. Arlington depresses me. It hasn't been a home for a while now, but at this moment it's even less than that. All our household items have been replaced with things from the real estate agency, and it feels like a hotel. Not even, when we're going to be living in a hotel I'm sure that will feel more like home ( Read more... )

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I hate hesitation and I hate boys right now. I crave simplicity, and for some reason thats like the hardest thing in the world right now. Since the day (practically) that I started squatting in his apartment, Vitalik has had this grand idea in his head where, as soon as he pays back his landlord, we move into a bigger place together, and ( Read more... )

Dreamed that last night in choir if we did anything wrong Laura would put you in a middle ages torture device or something. It was a cage that she hoisted like 30 feet in the air, and your hands were in handcuffs above our head while you were inside it. Caitlin and Nate (who looked like Ben) had been disrespectful or something, like not listening ( Read more... )

Ok, and to top that off, I went to bed at 6AM, and then had a weird dream that i got pregnant and wouldn't tell the father, and then he found out and I said, "i'm just not ready to do this with someone else." But he was like totally willing to be there for me and the twins that we ended up having, and we called each other mama and papa and things ( Read more... )

Tonight is a perfect example of why I don't drink excessively. Not only was it too difficult to spell that word, there are just too many temptations out there. Firstly, I'd like to apologize in advance that my first post in forever is like this, but my life has been pretty boring and uneventful. School is school, and that has been what I have ( Read more... )