oh wow. i certainly have forgotten about this thing. i remember when i use to be obsessed with it. i guess ive moved on to myspace, but even that has gotten old. so im working full time now as a pharmacy tech. im going to get certified here in about a month. Once i pass that test ill be making like 9.70 an hour. yeah thatll be nice. i like it i ( Read more... )

school is retarded, thats why i never go. i need to go, before i get kicked out. whatever. let them try. if my mom finds out how many days ive missed im screwed. ahh. anyways i work tonight 530-1000. splendid. i want to hang out with people.(alisha and alison mainly.) skdfnsjkf time to go.

so today was an amazing day at school if i do say so. we did absolutley nothing b/c of homecoming candidates and stuff. so congrats to everyone who placed in the top 10!! hm so im definently not going to homecoming. its a waste of money and time but i guess if you get a thrill out of that kind of stuff then go for it. haha. i work tonight 4-10 then ( Read more... )

the weather is beautiful tonight. i wish it was always like that. as i ran the lake everything felt so pure, i realized how much in life i take for granted. i dont want to do that anymore. im ready to break free.

so tonight was pretty awesome. me n my dad went to an old car show out around lake mirror! and it was beautiful out there, then we went and visited the grandparents for a bit and i loved it cuz i havent seen them in what feels like ages. we ate and then ate some more which is always good times. came back to the house and i got to talk to "him"! :) ( Read more... )

im sorry for the way things are. they will get better, you'll see. but until then just know im thinking of you and ill always care. even when you dont anymore.

you'll find happiness.

so this past week has been pretty good. i work a lot but itll pay off when i get my pay check :). school is going good. for the first time i passed an anatomy test today. yeah, thats the best ever. my mom is finally happy again. it is great it see her smile. i think its the new guy in her life. he is awesome. they are together every weekend and it ( Read more... )

wow its been forever since ive writen in this beast. life has been amazing. school is good, friends are good, and boyfriend is great! yeah im still working at target and thats cool. i got my wisdom teeth out on friday and that was fun...ha. its not as bad as i thought though. i just cant wait to eat real food again. i never thought i would ever get ( Read more... )

so the rest of the week is going to be super busy. i work today 1:30-5:30, tomorrow 2:30-10:00, and friday 1:45-10:00. i am off on saturday and at 9:30 i have a hair appt. after that i have a wedding to go to and then at night hanging with some crazy cool kids :)! sunday i work 11:30-7:00 and then im off to a party that Dunn is throwing and then ( Read more... )

i love nicklebacks song "far away" and hinders song "lips of an angel" they make me have mixed emotions though. good and bad. eh. i want to be able to say im happy but its really hard when i see jake everyday at school. it would be a lot easier if he didnt already have a new little girlfriend. man this is a lot harder to get over than i thought. ( Read more... )