Well that wonderful time has once again rolled around...Valentines Day. Now many women will be posting entries that boil down to the fact that they are not spending the holiday with anyone and how most men should just go to hell. Well, I have decided this year not to be one of those girls ( Read more... )

I hate getting in these situations. I react too easily to things. Way to easy. You want to get a rise out of me, it can usually be done pretty quickly. I mean a while ago I couldn't even express my feelings. I was too scrared. Now I am capable of expressing myself (somewhat) and now I have people telling me that I need to react less. I'm like...I ( Read more... )

Have you ever watched a movie and never wanted it to end? You didn't want to leave the entaglement of someone else's life, the beauty in watching a romance bloom, seeing that other people can succeed? But then you do and your reality comes smacking at you without much warning. While you're walking to your car you just want that warm feeling to ( Read more... )

How awkward is it to stand in a room with a past even staring straight at you for for hours? Well a tad bit uncomfortable. How odd it is to hear a laugh that you haven't heard in over a year. All I got was happy memories. I was still too afraid to go over and say hello. I didn't say that the end wasn't bad. It was. But even though I wasn't even ( Read more... )

Everyone needs to go and see "Children of Men." It absolutely blew my mind. It is a very real sense of what is a possibility for our future. It scared him, saddened me, and gave me faith that something could be done. I don't like standing on my soap box for very long, but go and see the movie. You will draw your own conclusions, but watch closely ( Read more... )

I feel like I am not doing too well this semester. I know it is only the 3rd or 4th week, but I'm really struggling. I am barely juggling everything right now and the area of my friends are getting pushed to the side. I don't know what to do. I have so many responsiblities: a course load that would make anyone cry, BFA which is equal to like 3 ( Read more... )

I can't make you care. I never could. It is sad how I attempt to make you care. I only look desperate and sad. I was doing so well, but then you bait me and there is nothing I can do. I fee like I am so pathetic sometimes. UGH! He just angers me so, which is why I know he is that deep into my mind. Damn him...

Today has been one of those days...

Why is it when the three most important aspects of a life--relationships, home, ad professional success--don't ever add up? If they do, then they ususally don't. Even if you are flourishing in the home and professional success, it always ends up that the one part that isn't going so well, seems to over shadow the other two areas? I think that this ( Read more... )

There’s me looking down at my shoes ( Read more... )