So I am pulling it together. That is what I always do. What I have to do. It would be great to be all...."oooh, I'm head over heels for you" but alas we don't live in a world that works that way. No. No siree-bob. No one has time to just pine away, hoping that the the other person will have a great awakening and love the other person. This is not a ( Read more... )

I am happy. So completely and utterly happy. Who would have thought that it would happen. They always say that the best things are always under your nose the whole time. They were right :)

I am so tired. I haven't pushed myself this hard ever. I'm too tired to even be happy about my accomplishments this year. I'm numb. I feel numb to it all. I hope I get the feeling back soon...There is someone that is starting to help me feel again I think. He's pretty great and me makes me feel great. I adore him. We're best friends. He makes me ( Read more... )

Woke up cold one tuesday ( Read more... )

It is amazing to think that my first semester at IU I was only taking 1 art history class and I spent most of my time in the journalism school. Now look at me: I don't ever leave the art school. On mondays and wednesdays I have 9 hours of class in that one building with no breaks. It gets daunting, but I actually love it. I love seeing the same ( Read more... )

So I believe I have hit an all new bar...Being completely plastered at the family Easter dinner and not being able to feel my tongue or my lips...yeah...that was me. I didn't want to be there, so I did my best to check out somehow and I did. Wow...people either look at me and say "GOOD JOB!" or look at me going...what was she thinking? lol It was ( Read more... )

Well it is an interesting think when you tell your dad that you won't be attending Easter dinner at your aunt's house that you are not welcome and not accepted. Where they give ou fake smiles and hugs and make it look really nice from the outside. The you tell your father that you don't want to sit through that and that you'd appreciate it if he ( Read more... )

Well I now know why I don't travel with other people for long distances. Boston itself was absolutely amazing. I think I have found a place where I can be happy in the next stage of my life. Lets just say that I rocked Boston. lol The person I took the roadtrip with (not Jaimie) was just ridiculous. No sense of adventure, got me lost I don't know ( Read more... )

It is amazing to see the evolutions that a relationship can go. You can go from hanging out all the time, telling each other intimate things, wanting to be together, and helping each other through the bad times. But what happens when it all disappears? Why does it happen? I really have no answer for it, but it still can amaze me. It obviously makes ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not dead and that is a good sign. With the 18 credit hours of school I'm taking, plus my 6 hours a week, internship, then my 12 hours a week at my job, plus my weekly work as Graphic Design Club president...well you could see how I might get a little stressed out. But here it is midterms and I'm sitting pretty on my life-preserver. It is ( Read more... )