i miss so many things right now. i have a list longer than my arm. i really shouldnt though, because it's things, or people who ar right here. blah. i need to be wanted i think? or something along those lines. im going to save money and disappear for a wee break. i wish i could hit fast forward, to the good bits. im just being silly ( Read more... )

Not updated in a wee while. Still here though. I'm now living with Elaine and Dorrie at Carrington Street. It's amazing. apart from I always have to do the dishes. but i think im gonna batter Dorrie and force him to do them. It's great being away from home but i miss my mum like mad! im at hers just now. taking my computer upto the flat somepoint ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. im working 8-6 all week. gutted ( Read more... )

I start my new job in less that a week. I'm so nervous. Uh oh ( Read more... )

Things have changed a lot. pure miss my best friend. things aren't the same any more. need to make more of an effort ( Read more... )

job interview sucked. met my mum after it. had a wee hcat. then the monster came home. He got violent and shouted, becaus ei dont have a job. i really am looking though. so hard. going to interviews and stuff. but i dont succeed. it's not my fault. i try my hardest. i hate this man called 'dad'

please dont leave me here. please.

It's finaly beginning to sink in. As much as I want to believe it's a lie, two people who i care for, more that they realise, are leaving the country for who knows how long. It upsets me that I'm not going to see them almost every day. We won't be finishing each others sentences, slagging the people we dont like, sitting infront of the tv pigging ( Read more... )

please stay please stay

ughhhhh i hate getting up in the mornings. duz me nut in. gonna go see auld kitty soon. then might pop into town for a bit. meeting everyone later (ie Kierah Fraser Davey etc) doin some flyering for the Bop. dunno what else is happening. update laters. x

just in. went to see spiderman 3 with my mum. went for dinner and stuff beforehand. was really nice, just the two of us. no luck as of yet with the jobs. still looking though. the people at the Resource Group are dead nice & are helping me find work. Going to the jobcentre tomrrow. hopefully see something there?