you look at me with complete resentment, please just pretend

you don't want me. at least now i know
but i need you so much
i am so selfish

i know you've only agreed in order to stop me crying and keeping you awake
but i believe you when you say you love me
i hope i can make this work

why are you entitled to go through all my shit when you lock me out of your life so i can't watch you and keri utter sweet love yous to each other. this some twisted form of protection? or you grabbing the opportunity to have the upper hand?

we really, really need to talk...i think i'm going to explode if i don't find out how you feel.

well done what you have just demonstrated is complete disregard

to think i cancelled megadeth for you because you were uncomfortable with me staying in a hotel room with steve

i always knew i loved you more
how long is it going to be until she's your girl?

is this isn't a measure of how much things have changed i don't know what is, i remember how excited you were when i took you to see luke pickett and how you advertised it to anybody that would listen,

yeah i remember when you were proud of me

this is turning out to be the worse week of my life
why the fuck haven't you found this yet? it's right under your nose
you don't care enough to even look
i desperately need you to know how i feel
i would never be able to say this out loud, my brain just doesn't work like that

please please please love me

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i feel so numb. it should be me where you are running about not giving a shit just sitting being angry and hostile. this is the complete opposite of what i wanted i wanted to bring you closer and i've just pushed you further away, i don't know what to do i want you here so much. you'll come home at like 3 tonight and give no thought to the girl ( Read more... )

i did it.
what the hell do i do now.

changed your password again so i can stop snooping around.
makes me feel much better knowing that you at least know you have something to hide.
you know it's wrong but you do it anyway,

you care even less than i thought.