terror. theres no way to explain how i felt. the realization, at most, an excuse. how many people have missed me? how many people have damned me as well? Incarcercation. Lack of existence. Alcohol. AAH. The truth. too rancid and evil for most to whiff. bastards. pussys. inbreds. no no. must calm down. must enjoy to love the people you hate. ( Read more... )

"Mother of God.." I wondered.. how long has it been since I've logged on this damn thing. Months? perhaps Years? Anyways.. who's counting? Life continues to unravel itself in strange and mysterious circumstances, and im not quite sure how to cover the whole thing. The news hasn't been shit lately. Fuck, I dont blame them. It's a damn tricky thing ( Read more... )

I dont even know what to say. Life, is simply dissipointing.

God, I only hope there is some force tending the light at the end of the tunnel.

krysfit.

feel the distance strain, and bid faint farewells to a familiar pasts. days where we could smile without masks to cover the wreckage of flesh on our cheeks. time twists the soul. it breaks any hope in sight. i've hardly ever seen a person who hasn't been wind-burned by time. only on snow-angel days are we allowed to see the world in an angelic form ( Read more... )

August ( Read more... )

What has caused our population to lose the companionship of brotherhood? Where do we stand among the personal journals of the earth? Are we white-trash? Niggers? Crackers? Porch Monkies? Burnt? Fried? Dark Meat? Slim Shady? Rodney King? or Just Another Sinner? Are we homeless? or poor? Not good enough? or just simply too good? Where does the ( Read more... )

It's ironic how delicate beauty is. You would think, for instance that it would be fortified. Gold and diamonds are held in such high regard, why isnt beauty? Rose petals wither and tear. Tears fall to the ground unnoticed. First kisses are forgotten in the trajectory of lust. Family unit's cohesiveness is old and dried. Kites hang themselves from ( Read more... )

Lying unconscious in the hallow of God's cupped hands, I see reality in black and white. All the color drained from my veins; oh, the sweet satisfaction. My loved ones, their faces blank and emotionless. My love, torn and shredded like fingertips on butterfly wings. As the clock spirals time, your art only seems to calm me even more. The purity of ( Read more... )

She looked so sweet and angelic in that dress. Her smile was more than anyone could take. Eyes swelled with tears. She tried so hard not to cry. His hands shook with nervousness. We all applauded their kiss of life. I hope she remembers my name, I know I will never forget her laugh.

Rising above the flames. Never looking back once. All my friends turn to stone with a second glance at her beauty, but we must not fail. This is the revolution, the one thing that sets our battle in motion. Is it worth it? To see through the media and break the shackles of mental slavery from our wrists. We are in a strange time people, we are soon ( Read more... )