Hmmm Troy just told me something...I SO WAS NOT EXPECTING IT...
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I guess Iam in trouble...grounded from the computer at least but will they ever know that iam on when they are at work? bahaha NO! yea. Jessica came over last night at 12:30 and we woke up my dad and he came into my room and saw her and was like..."Who the hell is that?" me reacting "Thats Jessica, Delia needed her so she came over" Delia was going ( Read more... )

I guess...Tom might not come back in three weeks...he still might but i dono. I HAVE TO GET OVER HIM NOW! ahh cuz i am liking Adam now...and i just dont know...i just hope he isnt doing this to me just so Bre'anna gets pissed at him...God i feel like i ow Tom my virginity and if he doesnt come back Iam going to feel really weird and bad, besides ( Read more... )

Tonite...I went to the movies again...with Adam...again. He paid for me again...and bought me dinner again. Iam going crazy. Hes so nice...and I am atracted to him...but it feels wronge when i kiss or hold him or he kisses or holds me cuz i still have very very very stong feelings for Tom...I mean I love him. He is my first TRUE Love...and i dont ( Read more... )

Yea, I just got home...Iam still confused about the happeings of today. I went to the movies with Adam...He paid for me since i have no money cuz of the asshole that stole it all...yea well anyways...at the movie i though he was flirtin and he was iam pretty sure and he put his arm around the back of my chair...and i told him not to pull a Val on ( Read more... )

AHRGH! I hate parents sooooo much....i hate them. I should just run away again. I hate humanity. I this world. I hate my life. I hate everything. Theres very few I dont hate right now. My friends...well some...The love of my time...Tom. and food. I could eat forever! Man omg i hate this sooooo much. People should die...die in a ditch and rot away ( Read more... )

I dont unerdstand...what the hell...everything keeps getting worse and worse. First Tom had to leave me...then when i got home my dad flipped out and punched me and shoved my mom down and all that shit...and now i found out late last night some asshole broke into my dads truck and stole his fucking wallet and emptied our bank account...we have no ( Read more... )

Yea, I am confused...I am really happy...but then I am sad...Yep Its all about Tom. He leaves tomorrow and he snuck out to see me today and went over to Delias...yea we did dome stuff...well he did it to me...but thats ok. It felt good. I dont know its different doing it to myslef. I really do Love Tom. Yea f you dont know what he did to me then ( Read more... )

I just got back from my sisters where me and my mom went to get away from my dad...he punched me in the face and threw my mom down and yea just did a lot of shit that scared me so we went and chilled there...Now i am dying my hair the blackest black in the word...lol. I have to wait to get the purple or green dye to go over it tho cuz my mom ( Read more... )

[mood] Sad (Tom ( Read more... )