I hope my heart can take the breaking I am going to go through tomarrow...I hope i can stand it. Its going to be tuff. I can't belive everything has just gone by so fast. Its been a blur. Everything, it is just so crazy. I feel like everyone is leaving me...and worst of all my Best Friend and the one I love are leaving tomarrow...Meaning Tom. I ( Read more... )

I cant understand it...Life is so weird. One second i feel so loved and safe and warm inside and the next thing i know everything has changed i feel bitter and cold and hate everything. I dont understand whats the matter with me. The Dictionary Definiton of Life: The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and ( Read more... )

I didnt want to go...but I did.
I went...I concured...I gradguated.
I am no longer a Middle Schooler.
I am no longer hooked down by the waits of homework and due dates.
I am finaly free...free for 3 months...free from books...free from tests...free to do what i wanna
YES!

( hmmm maybe maybe not... )

He's talking to me both times...

GiMMeGiMMes0: see you after school then...
GiMMeGiMMes0: love ya
Tom: i cant wait
Tom: i love you too
Tom: bye

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Man o Man....i tryed....i really did. I didnt want to fall in love. I knew youd leave me. So i didnt want to fall in love. Theres no use in denying it though. Maybe its not real. I hope its not. It hurts already. I cryed myself to sleep thinking about you...thinking about sunday. I dont want you to leave. I think i really do love you. I feel so ( Read more... )

YAY!! I am ungrounded...thank god. I miss Tom like A LOT. I called Val to see if she was home but she's not....boo hoo. O well i told her mom to call when she get back from the pool. I went shoping yesterday. I found two things worth buying. I white gromet belt and a black and white striped tee. It getting so efing hot. Its so unbareable. ( Read more... )

Ain't Love Grand ( Read more... )

I dont really no what happend. Between us. But now i am banned from the house. We havent talked. I havent made the effort and you havent tried too. So i guess until one of us breaks and says sorry we are over. O well. Thats all I have to say. I mean what more can i say? You know i do take it personally when my Best Friend...yes Delia to me you were ( Read more... )

Got some bad news about my kitty kitty...she cant come home for another week cuz somethings wronge with her. My dad says we shouldnt take her and wants to take me down to the shelter and get a different cat. Poor poor kitty. I feel bad for her. She was so pretty too. She had bright blue/green eyes and was solid orange...O well i guess. I didnt get ( Read more... )

I really need to get into a habbit of doing this...cuz i end up forgetting about somthing i want to say...and i bunch like 5 days all together on one journal entry...o well. I guess ill do it again...so what day did i leave of at. Sun. Well i wrote some stuff bout sun. But a lot happend after that. All on the internet too! Yea. I talked to Delia ( Read more... )