I feel like death is chasing me, and feeling like that I think about all the things I havent done. I want to see my kids grow up and be there like a dad should not half way around the world(I miss them so much it hurts like hell inside)... I want to kiss the woman I love and feel her breath on my face and hold her while she sleeps and for her to ( Read more... )

So as I sat around for the better part of the last 3 hours looking through journals of people I once knew and called friends I realized that the thing I used to think of as my life had and has changed very much over the past few years. I guess it just made me sad a bit when you can go back to the one time in your life were we all got along and ( Read more... )

Hey all this is the first in another years worht of, life in Iraq posts, its funny tho this time all I can say is I cant say where I am because of things being on the DL all I can say is I am across the river from the Green zone so just look @ a map and you can see names from the news you might know of towns and guess from there. We are attached to ( Read more... )

Carla Bruni is awsome ( Read more... )

Ok kids been a while, still not dead, I havent writen because things that have been going on have been normal. Now how ever, I have something note worthy... Thats right kids hold on to your seats, I won another all expence paid trip to the gratest place on earth not Dizyrand but Iraq, woot I am so excited, I will keep you all posted this one sounds ( Read more... )

Kilt on guinness in hand been go for 3months give or take...light a candel for the sinners to night i set the world on fire...

Well kids back off to Germany again its been nice being in the states for a while, I miss my kids I miss my old life and I just want to get back to some place I feel like it all makes sense some what. For those I missed this time around sorry but I will be back some time. And for the Ones I hadnt seen in years it was very nice to hang out with you ( Read more... )

This time is hard ( Read more... )

"Right Where It Belongs ( Read more... )

so i decided that constantly staying in was making me insane and went out and lol i found a goth bar with in 2 stops quite randomly thats just too funny well now i am sore from dancing all night life is very strange some times finally getting over being sick had a nice 3 days off and back to work tomorrow i also totally forgot to eat yesterday i ( Read more... )