i am done with him. i shouldhave been done months ago. i always do this to myself . i go a week without talking to him but i just done even know what ro do so i text him or im him. i wanna be over him so bad, i never knew it would be this hard. mabye its the fact i was so close with him and told him everthing and "gave him my heart" and his excuse ( Read more... )

well i havent updated this sucker for like 2 months..soo its a new year hopefully it will be a good one....it started off at timmys then we all went to kristis drunk you all now already what happened haha it was funny but it was not.it was mareenas bday the other day then last week cas nicole bianca brooke and jenn came over hah we had alot of fun ( Read more... )

so its saturday night and im at home again because my parents said they cant trust me. w/e i guess.i give up..i just got my 2 referrals from my lovely teachers now i have admistrative on tuesday gay.work has been kinda fun but still gay. its the same thing everyday. i hate working downstairs its gets lonely so i just take pictures and talk to ( Read more... )

Mareena told me i never update so just to make her happy.school has been ok yesterday some fag sub took max's and my cell phone away and said get them back at the end of the day.so we said w/e fine. so i go back and im down the hall and i hear the sub talking to some girl who isnt even in my class and he says " do you remember whos phone this is ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in here in a while.hm. i am so sore from yesterday i went tubbing which was so fun. i fell off like 10 times and prolly looked like an idoit but its ok since it was fun. then i just hung out for a while at the scotts. then i had to drive lisa home caues her and my mom had a little too much to drink, mareena came with me. then ( Read more... )

i am bored right about now. im not aloud to do anything ,im surprised im aloud on the computer.i really dont like when people tell me what to do and if i dont do it they tell me how stupid i am. if your gunna be an asshole to me then dont bother coming to see me. schools over!! woot woot. im excited summer is here,but then again i wont be able to ( Read more... )

i am really bored right now. i am grounded and it sucks balls.Today i went to the 5 hour course thingy w/nikole and cass. It was allright. i was  falling asleep tho. later on i went to kara and bobs to their beach. i hung out there for a while, came home went online and ordered food. now i am going to take care of mere shes sick

So tonight is prom which i am excited about but also nervous too..last night was a really sucky night i cryed my eyeballs out because of everything lately.i just dont know what to do anymore and i feel like i cant talk to anyone. And i dont wanna go on telling them my problems because i dount they care so i just cry. my parents are being really gay ( Read more... )

I am sitting  here in the library so bored. Jenn isn't here so i have no one.i called my mom and told her i didnt wanna go to dance because i hurt . But  OF course i have to go. its funny when ever mere or mareena dont feel well, they stay home no questions ask. One tuesay i was crying cause i had such a  fucking headache but my dad  didnt care. ( Read more... )

Hm i dont have anything to do right now. It is so nice out i wanna take a walk but no ones here so i would be a loner. i have been much happier lately idk know why i guess i was just being stupid..tomorrow i have to go to some dance thing at edean park. i dont think a bunch of old people wanna see us dance but whateva.yesterday i hung out with zach ( Read more... )