123-- gross. I've been starving all day and then eating and puking it all back up at night. I just ate 4 servings of instant mashed potatoes and am about to go rid myself of them. Ew.
I'm trying to get myself out of it. Coincidentally, I'm about to leave and go to a dentist appointment. I hope he doesn't notice something and tell my mom. I had convinced her that I never puke anymore. But, yeah. I fucking hate bulimia and every single time I get done puking, I tell myself, "God, I hate this. I can never do this again." But then when I eat it's like I become a different person and suddenly the most important thing in the world is to be empty again.
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It's so fucking addictive.
How are you? Are you still doing it as well?
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