116 pounds. Ever since skool started on the 9th, I've been on speed. Well, not every second, but almost. I LOVE SPEED. I've missed it soooo much. The bad news- I just came down. I didn't do any today. Now I'm eating. I guess that's actually a good thing, because I had been eating just enough to keep me going. Like, maybe a little thing of yogurt ( Read more... )

123-- gross. I've been starving all day and then eating and puking it all back up at night. I just ate 4 servings of instant mashed potatoes and am about to go rid myself of them. Ew.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate going to family functions. I fucking hate it GODDAMNIT!!!
I gained 10 pounds in 5 days. I weigh 133 pounds. That is the most disgusting, revolting thing I've ever managed to do. GOD!!! KILL ME NOW!!! I don't feel like going anywhere or doing anything. Everyone is going to notice how nasty I am now.


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4 days with NO food. Only caffeinated drinks, water, and cigarettes. Tonight I'm eating. I'm eating some noodles and carrot cake. Yeah, be disgusted. Believe me, I am. But I've been too active in the last few days to compensate for no energy. So I'm eating and... (puking) and hopefully some of it will digest before I can get to the toilet. I'm only ( Read more... )

I have stuck to my plan so far. I am 122 now. According to Fitday.com I burned 204 calories last night through vigorous sexual activity. Ha. That's great. I'll just fuck BeAu's brains out more often, then ( Read more... )

Well, I only purged once today after I got home from skool and ate 1/2 a bag of potato chips (and not the mini-bags either. We're talking big ol' bag of grease ( Read more... )

I have been purging out of control lately. NOTHING digests. I eat a few chips and the first thing I think of is, "How am I going to rid myself of this?" "Where can I puke after I eat this?" "How many calories is this if I DON'T get to puke ( Read more... )

Hrm, not much to say as far as ana goes. I'm still not eating. I haven't weighed myself. I'm going to wait until Tuesday, then I'll post my weight. ::crosses fingers ( Read more... )

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THAT'S right. I am officially 120 lbs.
I binged disgustingly last night and after I got home from skool, but all of it was puked up and I mean ALL of it. I didn't stop until stomach acids were burning my mouth. And guess what, it worked. Yay.

I am totally falling in love with BeAu. I mean, just wow.