Well it's almost 5 years later since I last wrote in this thing. Apparently I was a very depressed kid... or something like that. I ended up leaving Victor met another kid from the internet who also lived in Texas. Now, I moved there to be with him and we're engaged. Internet love really does work. Maybe I'll start updating this again soon. Who ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck is up with my life anymore... I'm so fucking sick and tired of this bullshit with my life... can I just end it.. please? pretty please? with sugar on top. I hate this fucking life I live it is like each day I live things just get worse and worse with everything I do... I do not know what I should do anymore I would just ( Read more... )

well lets see... things are great with vic I love him... and Im happy with him... and Im passing all my classes according to my progress report... ugh Im bored bye

wow... I dont even know what the fuck is up with me anymore... I get the feeling that vic is cheating on me... and he says hes not... but can I trust someone whos that far away? sometimes I think I can... other times I think I cant... theres a fine line between things sometimes I just wanna be like fuck you its over and other times I just wanna ( Read more... )

I can say very much that I currently hate... my life... it sucks... I think Im able to curse people.. I told my friend I hoped my aunt died and now she is dying... oh well the bitch deserved it, yeah. I know I have no compassion towards her... well she is a bitch... and Ive hated her most of my life... shes just evil and thinks shes suppior to ( Read more... )

I sat thinking today about all in my life, the good, the bad, the horrible... and I was staring at my mom... and I decided that shes the root of all my depression, and I realize I need to get away or sooner or later... Im gonna make myself go away perminantly... I mean there has been so many close calls with me I mean I know Im suicidal and I know ( Read more... )

even though no one reads my livejournal go to this site: www.purevolume.com/octoberfall they're a good kick ass band...

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but will he suck: most definantly

Just kidding tony

First entry... whooop! today I have to go to this poliana thing and I really dont wanna go... to late now. theres nothing to do today and Im trying to find out how to edit the damn comment area... hmf