I don't know why I update anymore. No one cares about what I write...what I talk about. In fact, I think alot of people have decided to just stop reading my blogs and journal entries because of all my bitching. Well, since I know thats how most of you feel (don't lie); as of today, I'm refraining from writing anymore about my feelings. No more ( Read more... )

Things are slowly getting better, even though Sunday morning was very hard ( Read more... )

Eddie Guerrero died this morning. I'm very depressed right now.

I HATE FUCKING BLOCKBUSTER CUSTOMERS!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THEM AND THEIR ILLITERATE ASSES, WHO CAN'T UNDERSTAND "NO DEBIT OR CREDIT PLEASE" AND THE FACT THAT WE HAD A HORRIBLE HURRICANE THAT CAUSED US TO NOT GET STAR WARS AND OTHER MOVIES IN!!! FUCK YOU!!! AHHHH!!!!!! AND THE A/C!!! FUCKING DYING!!!!! HEAT STROKE!!!! ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing anymore...Dunno who I am. I feel so lost and just..empty. The way I feel, the way I'm alone all the time. I can't take much more of this. I don't get it either. Why am I so alone? Why can't any of the girls I fall in love with, the girls who I actually connect with the most, why do they treat me like some sort freak and ( Read more... )

( [Check out the crap.] )

Not that I need to tell anyone here, or anywhere, cuz judging by my cell messages and house messages, no one really cared how I was doing ( Read more... )

I'll get to subject line later.
First off... ( [I feel like shit. Horrible, slimy, disease ridden, steaming, stinking, pile of shit..] )

Lately things just aren't coming to me as they used to, feelings and ideas just seem the same. The feeling I have of being lonely, the feeling I have that every song I've written has been made twice already. I also have such a hurt feeling inside of me lately because I don't really see alot of my friends much anymore, partly my fault, partly the ( Read more... )

I know, I know, I haven't updated a while...be happy I updated at all.

( [Have you been happy with your car insurance?] )