Well all I can say is that I'm so excited that I was finally able to talk to Jamie... I've missed her. I'm just really glad I honestly have someone that cares about me and how I feel... Well I"m going to spend as much time as I can talking to her... byes

p.s. bree is cool :-p

Well hmm... lots of new things mostly not good but some good. So I'll start from thursday. I finished up my classes and headed home at like 7:30. Called my friend Matt and we ended up going to the bar and had a great night. But I missed Ashley at the bar tho which kinda sucked. Well then came my beloved doctors appointment.. That didn't go ( Read more... )

Well I dunno where to start. I have a lot going in my life and things seem to be on the up. Yet I'm still being very caustious in the things I do and where my heart is leading me. I'm in the greatest frat Lambda Chi Alpha and have the best big bro Mike. The woman situation has gotten interesting tho. I'll leave it at that. I think I may have ( Read more... )

I sit here in this gloomy space but I’m not alone. I have my dearest and only friend sitting at my side, never leaving or getting mad and always there for me in times when I’m sad. There hasn’t been a time when in need that my friend hasn’t sat next to me. I’m proud that I have someone like this but I’ll admit I’m not going to share. No one ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what to say anymore... I don't know what to think. But I have to wonder... am I really that unattractive? Am I really that undesirable? I go out to the club... nothing... go to classes nothing... girls all over the place at college and well... nothing... I just wish that I could have the guts to go up to girls and talk. But ( Read more... )

Well I'm not sure where this is going to start or end. Not quite a story or monolongue that has a definate beginning or end except in my birth and death does my story end. I have come to realize I truely resent just about every member of my family for one reason or another. Well lets start with my uncle Ron. A distingished indivdual with a PhD ( Read more... )

Alone I sit and knell in the black icy corner of my room, with my eyes closed and lungs gasping for one last chilly breath of air. No matter if my eyes are open or closed the only images that I see are that of torture and death. I scream to the lord that has given me nothing in my life for some peace and a view of an angel. Just something, ( Read more... )

If ever in life have you wondered why things happen? Why is it that something that seems right at the moment can be so wrong later on? Or it just comes around to bite you in the ass. It just seems that nothing I ever do is right for myself or anyone. I dunno what to do anymore. Its like I'm getting part of my life together and the other part ( Read more... )

Sweet fragrances of recently cut roses swirl about the room. Scarlet hues dance from sill to ceiling, bringing calmness to the storm. I can hear my heart echo in the serenity around me. Silk soothes my battered hands as I childishly drag my hand on the flowing tapestry strewn to comfort a broken heart. Seclusion rips into the walls of my heart ( Read more... )

Sunset ( Read more... )