You lose control and you hold too tight and turn ( Read more... )

Dear GOD ( Read more... )

i am fated theres no way i can get over it ( Read more... )

My april fools day was classic this this twas...very...ummm in no other words to put than : "creepy ( Read more... )

hey just sitting here, in computer class surfing the web and being dumb back here with john...havent wrote here in a while...mermer...
anywho! wellll...
i am officially GOING to SON SHINE
and yeh, so is john...cause it would be FIN!
okay well i have to go before i get in trouble for being on here...so ciao! peeps! mar'

aaah...another year has come and gone...and so it begins...again..the cycle of life..i love live journal..i feel like i can be on a whole deeper level with this site ...it's so intimate...its so intriguing..*sighs* how utterly wonderufl...anyways...so im sitting here..unable to sleep from overage of pop in my system from the activities earlier in ( Read more... )

what can i do to make myself be SO perfect! i want to be perfect..last year i feel liek i was SO stupid..SO dumb, SO foolish, SO immature that i have a LOT to do to make up for it...this summer i liek relied god and gave him everything..but yet i still fail and trip and i hate that i DO... i mean i can't get anything RIGHT! well however close you ( Read more... )

They say that once your softmore yearis done, its all down hill from here...well i HOPE so. But looking downt the road i just cant see it. I mean ferst i have 12 and 12 th to et thru and im taking every hard core class i can take. heh. just to say i took em. And, then i want to be in nat'l honor society next year...yeah i dint do it this year cause ( Read more... )

I'm feeling SoOO calm liek i feel liek not one person can take this away...and i think this feels the BEST...i mean going into a new year, i cant believe that i feel THIS calm, i mean most years im liek stressing, in a fight...totally going bizerk! but NO! i mean i know this sounds kinda dumb, but ive kept my room clean for liek almost a month now ( Read more... )