update ( Read more... )

Is it possible to forget almost all of the little details, even words, whole scenarios, places, truly treasured memories? and then one day just remember one complete feeling that you haven't thought of in years? and it brings back so many different things you never even knew you remembered?

so, i just remembered that i have an lj. it's been so many years since i've been on this and it's honestly pretty heartbreaking to read all of these memories, and i only went back 6 posts. I'm just going to keep going as if I never stopped, a part of me thinks that this is pretty ridiculous while another part of me needs to get alot of things out ( Read more... )

have alot on my heart right now ( Read more... )

Okay, LJ,. you're my release. I'm doing alot etter now. I graduated college in April. I'm now enrolled in college again for health serices management. A few of my keys don't work in case you're wondering why I'm misspelling a few things ( Read more... )

Life is really good sometimes, my lil girl makes it so beautiful ( Read more... )

Okay, so why can't life be like the movies? Or isn't it supposed to be a happy family together working and making babies and having fun together? so now... wtf is so wrong with me that I get everything BUT that? Is it me? Is it them? It's just not meant to be!! I've been married for 11 months today! WOOHOO. Where's my husband? I have no clue. I can ( Read more... )

fuck all you haters. fuck all your words. fuck all your downgrading comments that mean nothing to anyone. fuck all you that think down of me, you don't know me, you don't know what i been through. fuck all of you that don't support me and gave up. fuck you that hurt me. fuck you that disrespected me. fuck you that don't care. FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK ( Read more... )

I just don't know what I'm going to do. I talked to Will about the baby, and how he told his parents that it was his. I asked him wouldn't they know it's not his? when his nose doesn't look like will's? or his skin is TAN? or he has dark hair? and he said it was HIS kid and they wouldn't care. he just wants a family so much that he's willing to ( Read more... )

Wow, man, it's really been forever since I've been on here. I've got myspace now, so I imagine everyones been there instead of here, but I had a missing for my old LJ so I decided to write in it ( Read more... )