i just had the most amazing conversation of my life. i wish i could post it, but it's to personal for that. i'm so in love.

I wish the reason why I'm crying now was for a different one. But it's not, and I feel so stupid.i just went to talk to my mom because i really feel like talking to someone, but she's already in bed. she's not asleep, and i probably could still talk with her, but my dad is there too. i feel really guilty that i can only talk about emotional ( Read more... )

i had so much to say, but i doubt it will happen now. i have way too much energy to sit here long ( Read more... )

oooh yeah fukkkkas -- thats right!

god hates me. here is why:
(a little background first... i didnt go to sleep until really extremely late again because im dumb and go out and do dumb things. thats the end of my background ( Read more... )

i am so hungry. there is no food in my house, and im really upset about that. all we have are waffles, and i've already eaten 3 today ( Read more... )

i finally got my shower. it was great. seriously, amazing. i really really needed it too. especially after last night also... whoa i felt dirty. hmm ( Read more... )

happy birthday ass eyes. even though you are right behind me, sticking weird things in my ear. i'm about to sock you.

oh and, drop it like its hot.

wow.

i havent updated in a while because the last few times i have tried i ended up with nothing to say. i'm going to give it a shot now though ( Read more... )