every day i have to say good bye to someone else.
i just cant do it anymore.
literally.
i can't.

i still sleep with my blankie.
i'm not ready for this.

after a year of public entries, my journal is now friends only. if you want to be added comment.

i hope everyone enjoyed Sylvan's update in my journal as much as i did. i'm on a mission to update in his, but i cant think of anything remotely as sweet or interesting to say. one of these days it will hit me. lots of people have been bringing him up to me since he went away, asking questions and stuff. im going through withdraw... he called ( Read more... )

Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. Lisa loves Sylvan. And ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT

last night. whoooooa. i hung out with rachel and zakk all day. zakk smells good. really fucking good. it was awesome seeing him, we all went out for asian food. after that we came back to my house and watched tv an stuff. later casey, nickey, jamie, and mary came over. after jamie and mary left, the 5 of us watched real sex which was ( Read more... )

i want a new years resolution. i can't think of one... help me.

i dont feel like going over my new years eve activities. i'm sure i did something along the same lines as everyone else. but i did talk to joe for a long time last night, which i bet none of you did ( Read more... )

family crisis... ::kills self::

ahhh this is so annoying. i want to leave. my mom swore five for minutes, but i dont believe her. fuck! i want to leave!

i am currently on the phone with victoria, but not really because i'm on hold. ironically enough we were just bitching to each other about how nothing is going on tonight and we dont know what to do when dan calls her and says "party at my house!" awesome. i'm assuming i'll end up there or something. and if that doesnt work out, there are two ( Read more... )