Not sure where else to vent this let alone speak about it to anyone that knows me well enough. I've either lost my flavor of the month status or they are just too busy with their lives right now and I'm not one to keep another from a happy moment so I'll stick it here and somebody can find it before long but I have to say it ( Read more... )

I want to first say its possible and not for sure but my fiance may have just had a miscarriage. Her job is stressful and she's required to drink alchohol. I need more information.

On a happy note, i will married in about 2 weeks. No big ceremony though yet, pardon me but the circumstances prevent such things from really happening right now.

Today i finally realized for the first time that I have somebody that will watch my back. Friends who I KNOW will be there and wont do some similar shit like before. It doesnt matter if you think im right or wrong but for a many years I felt that i had to take care of my shit on my own cause nobody else was gonna help me when i was overwhelmed or ( Read more... )

Sometime ago I overwhelmed myself with a method to fix a problem i had. Tonight i saw that problem begin to present itself but this method prevailed. On another note, im beginning to feel disconnected from my family and im fucking pissed i cant drink. So all you civilians who arent told when you can and cant drink, take a shot for me....of

None of you can understand how i feel right now so i wont put much effort into it, i'll just say what i have to say and be done ( Read more... )

She had the fuckin balls to tell me i'm not making my life count. My battalion comprises up 60% of the ground force in South Korea and the North has a million man army. There are currently about 300 tubes of artillery pointed RIGHT AT ME with every third containing chemical or biological agents. I signed the dotted fuckin line so she can work at ( Read more... )

ya so tonight, or the morning for all of you folks back home, seemed as if it wasnt suppose to happen. I experience one good thing that wasnt suppose to happen simply due to the mistake of another, what reinforces my idea is that it happened later in a completely different circumstance. I havent quite pieced it all together, but sunday i found a ( Read more... )

It may be the half drunk feeling that i am saying this but i feel there is almost nothing left to fight with. two jugs a soju, a beer and two shots of jack. I dont know, i just feel that im starting to win. Goodnight.

If a man does not to what port he sails, then no wind is favorable.

shges, fuck she's doing her job fuck. Like the toeht eotione...i wish i cousltnd type. But candle sticks are too tall, and shes really cute iim just victim of what is suppose to happen. bus she friend..Fuck i forgot 27 tears ago i wasnt born...hey one....roller coaster.. I felt like a roller coaster tonight and i went to berlin...it was a ( Read more... )

It's deepend. i crossed another threshold last night and this, whatever it is dug itself in even deeper. I felt like torturing something new and beautiful. I want someone to suffer for this, but not as I have. I want somebody to hurt from none other than direct action from me

Necessity knows no boundaries