I seen the changes i've made in my life, in me. And I couldn't be happier than to say I'm finally happy.

tomorrrow is officially going to be the best day ever! :D

damn. I really need to stop being sucha  failure and fucking things up. =[

when the fuck am i ever going to be good enough for anyone?

FUCKKKKKKKKKK!

fuck you..

things could not be going anymore perfectly right now.. =]

ahhhhhhhh. =]]]]]]]]]]

I feel like such a piece of shit.

I don't even know who I am anymore.

"It doesn't matter how shattered a relationship is, if there's love, then there's hope."

I wish I could believe this. =[

However today is a new day. And I still have all my life to live.

my heart is ceasing to exsist.

I'm thankful for my family. Their health and my own.

Today I told my parents that they weren't allowed to get me anything for Christmas. I just wouldn't except it. However I told them they could make me something. heh. Adopting another family's great idea. =] I'm thankful for everyone in my life. The best friends anyone could ever ask for.

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