I saw two movies today, blade trinity and Oceans 12. I think I still exist in the world of a child in my own mind. Focused more on what is entertaining me than what might be happening. People have trouble getting close to people like that. Maybe thats why I don't like drinking much. It doesn't make my reality better it just fucks up my world ( Read more... )

Well my posts lately have been about as frequent as the bowel movements of an elderly person deprived of their prune juice. That said ( Read more... )

I got to punch out for lunch today and then work until it was time to punch back in, and then work some more. Then I punched out an hour early cause someone else was suposed to come in, but he didn't so I stayed and helped people for another half hour off the clock. Being a manager is great, it rules. I have been just non stop lately, it feels ( Read more... )

I just watched its a wonderful life, I have a feeling that thats going to be me someday, but without the pretty wife and happy ending. It did make me happy though, I also have a new Vonnegut book, "bambaloo(sp) snuff box" a collection of short stories. I have work tomorrow, so much to do, since I wasn't there today and they just wander around not ( Read more... )

The high point of this week was getting a package from Casey. It was divine. She is good at assembling packages so if she ever offers you one, you probably wont want to turn it down. I have the next two days off, I am pretty happy about that.

Its a beautiful time of day when the sun is coming up but the street lights are still on.

In pet stores there is always a cute little puppy running around, playing with people shoe laces, living it up. Everyone loves the puppy, they pet it and hold it. They call in high pitched voices, "come here little puppy, arent you just the cutest thing? Yes you are, yes you are". But no one ever takes that puppy home. At the end of the day he ( Read more... )

So in a few weeks I'll have enough money to buy a computer if I so choose. What really frustrates me is that if I do that, my bank account will be reduced to zero. I guess what makes me sad about that is that I'll be able to see four unpleasant months of my life, culminated in one small object. Sure I have some fun at work, I enjoy myself when I ( Read more... )

Well I'm back from NY and already bored and wishing I was there again. I got to see all the old crew, Aaron Eric Casey Rachel Stephanie. Among others. Of course Casey is my favorite girl in the world to hang out with, especially when I havn't been drinking. I'm just waiting until its time to go to bed and wake up for work, where I find out if I ( Read more... )

Today was interesting because someone returned a thermostat that was leaking Mercury. Of course no one realized it was leaking, until me and two other people handled it, and it dripped on the floor. So after several frantic phone calls and me standing guard over the leaking package. We were told which haz mat bucket to put it in (which turned ( Read more... )

thirteen is a really good movie in a really depressing way. I am going out to NY soon, very excited. And I talked to Tim today, it don't get much better than that. Work was decent cause of who was on. I am working every day until friday though. But it will all be worth it when I get to NY. I can't wait to see the incredibles, I hope its as ( Read more... )