Well I was reading Stuart from bell and sebastian's web journal and it inspired me to post. I love the tone of his writting. He leaves me with a sort of impression that he spends all day roving from coffee shops to shady glens and at the end of the day down an empty autumn road to a lovely open apartment full of vases of dried twigs, and a ( Read more... )

Kurt Vonnegut has a story entitled "Welcome to the Monkey House" it is about a world where everyone is forced to take a pill which makes sex unenjoyable. Because sex is all anyone wanted, because it offended people. The way it started was that a good conservative man was walking past the monkey house in the zoo with his family and they saw a ( Read more... )

My movie is entitled "As happy as Kings" from a mix of two quotes said by the character Mac in the book Sweet Thursday it is as follows, "Vice is a monster so frightful of mien, I am sure we should all be as happy as kings.".

That was a lovely post I wrote yesterday; quite. Not much has changed, well, actually things are a bit more depressing for a few other reasons. I'm not going to go into that though. I think when my tea comes everything will be better. I'm so fucking pleased with who I am right now, I know it doesn't seem like it, but I am. I love how I act and ( Read more... )

So the last couple of days have been crazy because I heard they were thinking of making me manager of my department. I had to talk to the assistant managers and everything and heard that I was probably going to get it. Which was good news after finding out that I am one of the lowest paid sales associates at the hd. But now I don't think I'm ( Read more... )

I am in a constant state or nervous dread/anticipation. I loathe the fact that I have no controll over my own mind. Kurt Vonnegut tells a story about his brother that he relates to. His brother was a scientist for a large corporation. One day a new safety inspector came into his laboratory and was appalled by the amount of papers, tools, and ( Read more... )

I am nervous, so nervous.

I found out the other day that everyone in my department makes more money than me, but I do more work than any of them. They are even part time. why is the full time person making less than everyone else? I do all the paper work, I tell other people what to do when the boss isn't there. The world isn't fair.

Today was such a wonderful day. After Jessica text messaged me at 8 just to wake me up and be a jerk. I got up and had brownies for breakfast, very tasty. Then I went to try and buy shoes but I couldn't find any I like. I hate trying to buy shoes. Then I went home and made a fire and drank not one, but two cups of tea in front of it. I am ( Read more... )

It's time for another american style post ( Read more... )