Wepa Katia ( Read more... )

Just like that...
not to sound like a debbie downer...
I am tired of that.
I just want to be happy.
to make myself happy
insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting a different result...
I cant let myself drown in my sorrows.
I gave myself a few days to mourn and cry and feel sorry for myself
time to get the fuck up.
I will not let ( Read more... )

I miss the feeling that this song used to give me ( Read more... )

I am not in love with him anymore ( Read more... )

I feel so cluttered. I guess thats what happens when you hold everything in and ignore problems ( Read more... )

The moon looked insane tonight.
It took my breath away,

I got to share with with Icky Binky and Dark one.

I'll never forget how it looked. Scary almost.

I love them tho!

they're sweet. They bought Jess an Ice cream cake.

I want to play. But there is no one to play with.
bummer.

Oh Lord. i never ever want to be down again.
I've felt so much better the last few weeks.
Even tho I've been FAR from perfect, i still felt better.
My soul feels better. I feel a little hopeful. Even tho I know i hate it when i feel that way, i actually appritiate it for the moment.

*sigh*

but Chris did text me today. and it really did hurt my ( Read more... )

i spoke with Luis for 3 hours.

made me really happy.

we connected and he could hear my voice.

and i was like a dj.

and i sung and it felt like old times.

I miss the old friendship i had with him.

i will alaways heart him

of course things got worse ( Read more... )

I know im always so emotional
and im always so defensive,
But its because when im not, and someone stings me...
it really stings.

its the times when i dont argue back and when i have nothing to say that it hurts the most.

even stupid little things. Like having lunch. 
I understand. But it still sucks.

When im quiet...
It means you've got me...
and i hate ( Read more... )