Iono whats up with that title...fuck it. Heh,just wanted to splurge in here I suppose. Just purge out my entire mind and hell if it didn't just go blank. I think its my brains way of saying "hello in there its midnight, time to go to bed!" Who frickin knows. This is good steak. GiC I miss you terribly, I seriously do. Just wanna feel your ( Read more... )

"Hey girl it is me the GIC. I hate it when you sound so down. There is nothing you should worry about and you know that. I dunno what to tell you about how you feel life is turning out for you but I think you need to quit worrying about it. Life is too short to think about the assholes and drama queens. When you figure it out let me know ( Read more... )

Nobody knows my problems, nobody knows my pain ( Read more... )

Ok just sorta, i still shower on a daily basis, sometimes twice if I work on the bag long enough. And I wash my hair and take care of it. But check this out, I wrote it today, it gonna be an emo song for Metafisix ( Read more... )

I hate it when I think. It makes me sad. I miss John so much. Why can't I be loved? No one really does. Im not even hung up on my image anymore. Fuck who ever thinks anything about the way I look. Fuck it all ( Read more... )

Justin came into the office today and had a lady bug on his sleeve. That is a sign of good luck. And believe it or not, we had good luck today! Anyways, I pulled the lady bug off his sleeve and sat at my desk with it. I named him George. Don't ask why, i just did. Well I know that lady bugs have a life span of like 24 hours or something I ( Read more... )

GiC called me.....asked if all was good because of the last post. I explained the reason behind it and he said he was devastated because of what I had said in it. At least now I know, he does read this. One person does. Good stuff. He said for me not to get down on myself because of what I hear my co-workers say. And Im trying, lord knows I ( Read more... )

because no one reads this thing anymore. Not even my GiC. Who cares, its a release for me ( Read more... )

im fuckin emo arent I? Fuck it I don't care. Why cant I be happy and just have love and well...read this ( Read more... )

Very few people know me as well as I know my self. One is my ex Eddie. Remember him? He knows that I am a glutton for hugs, they are priceless to me. A hug can cure all. You can tell alot from the way a person hugs. You can break a heart with a hug. Hugs are the most powerful things in the world. So let this be a small lesson, maybe the ( Read more... )