i've walked myself into another situation.. not on purpose and i'm really not screwing up this time..nope.. i told him straight up it wasnt happening and he understood and i told him exactly how i felt and everything ( Read more... )

well i get my check tomorrow.. me and mom are going to go by and check out kims car.. she selling it for $500 and it's a really good deal.. so i'm excited.. i hope i can get it.. it's a little green two door mazda.. so YaY.. then me and bryan are going to the mall.. i want some new cute clothes.. even though i don't really have anywhere to where ( Read more... )

bryans is so wonderful.. he got me two shirts and a teddy and a key chain.. but i'm just happy he's back home.. he said he didnt really have all that much fun. he said he was sickthe first night and that day.. but i think he's glad he went.. i love him so much.. he had to go back to work today.. he doesnt even get a whole day to be home.. i have to ( Read more... )

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well. i just don't care anymore.. whatever.. idon't see why i should put up with it.. so i don't care about anything anymore.. i hate feeling this way.. but at the same time i'd rather have no emotion towards anything in the entire world.. which is how i feel right now.

well bryan will be in panama city beach florida tomorrow at this time.. hopefully so drunk he's passed out.. he graduated yesterday.. i have to wait about two weeks before i get the pictures back.. i spent my whole paycheck except for $30 monday..bryan got his ps2 and i got some stuff for me and i got my mom a late late mothers day present.. i have ( Read more... )

well i'm getting bryan a ps2 instead of a digital camera.. graduation is tomorrow.. i still have to find something to wear. me and bryans mom told nichole not to let bryan ride with josh to florida.. nichole said he'll have to sit in the back with a girl we don't know but atleast i trust the driver of that car.. i hope he hasd a good time.. but not ( Read more... )

well today was bryans last day of school. it kind of scares me that he's not going to be in the safety of a school.. and i hate knowing that he won't have anything to do when i work and he doesnt, and all those stupid people i hate him to be around are standing at every corner.. he's going to florida.. i so wish i could go.. i'd love to.. but i don ( Read more... )

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im beginning to really miss the kids at oak mountain and beginning to really hate the kids at ashville, i'll stay of course, unless i get a better job so i can pay for gas to go back and fourth from here to oak mountian everyday.. but i really just miss those kids ( Read more... )