well it's been a while.. so i started mcdonalds.. ands uhm i have worked 4 days and even though it gets busy and i get mad and everyone else gets mad and the customers can be dicks.. and i have had a few rough times.. i love it.. the people i work with, and the fact that i have a job and am getting money.. bryan works at the gulf.. a dish washer.. ( Read more... )

i want to ask him somethings so i can know.. but i'm scared to ask and scared to know...

well.. i wish i could put my pictures on here... just so i can use my digital camera again ( Read more... )

i'm so sick and tired of this place.. of the people.. of the memories.. everything.. i just wish it would ALL go away.. but what's the point in leaving if it's all gonna stay in my head..

i hate it..

well i haven't been on lj for a while.. i really don't know why...i kinda wish lj was cool like it used to be but its not all that great.. im sick.. wore out.. depressed and have no idea when i will get a good break.. im physically tired..well i've been having migranes and this kid kept telling me i have brain tumors.. he does know it but my ( Read more... )

what's wrong with me?
am i not good enough, or is it just that im not interesting enough?

maybe its all in my head..
but either way it hurts.

i just wanted to say.. that last nigth was a blast.. thanks old buddies for the drift~!

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does anybody else cry to releive anger? i do.. and i did.. and uhm..
it'll be all lovey dovey after school tomorrow.. i know it..
so whats everyone doing for spring break? i think im gonna do nothing. unless my older brother wants to take me somewhere.. but i doupt it..

im gone..

well daryl gave us a new puppy.. hes a chiahuahua and sooo cute.. we havent named him yet... then we had like a 5 minute bon fire and jessica came over.... bryan hasnt seem him yet but i think hell love him! well im off to go do something for my mom....

i love bryan... boo ya!

the past, no matter what, sticks around.. and half the time it comes up.. its not even my fault... im so glad to have bryan ( Read more... )