i have had to reevaluate my friends lately to see who are really going to be a positive impact on me while i try to recover and make it through this transition period in my life.

...its hard to let go of people that have good hearts that are hidden under their own problems.

its happening and its kinda scary...
i'll be twenty. yeah, thats right, twenty years old as of may 23rd.

seems like i've been trying to run from this happening ever since i got to my senior year of high school.

why is everyone trying to cause such a big scene and exaggerate every single event that occurs? a drunk co-worker that has flirted with me since day one, but never made moves because we worked together, kissed me tonight at the club and it was nothing more than innocent pecks on the lips while we danced and we both know its stricly a drunken event ( Read more... )

how can i really expect myself to end this, when i don't want it to either. i want to hold out and have hope that something will happen, because we both know something is still there. i don't want to wonder what could have been. yet, she's hesitant and i can't wait around for very welfare of myself and the ones i love. once my emotional stability ( Read more... )

..its just something i keep running to ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

longest night of my life at work ( Read more... )

elliott smith will never fail to keep me in awe.

anyways....

( Thoughts on the TERRORDACTYLS )

TERRORDACTYLS recently played Smart City Grinds in Azusa ( Read more... )