i live in paris. i LIVE in paris. holyfuckingshitthisiscool.

i live in paris and i'm happy.

wow.

wow, it's been a long time since i wrote here. i keep meaning to, so many things have changed in my life since the last entry. i just never seem to have the time... it's funny how, as a student, you expect a huge shift in quality of life (more time, less stress, more money) once you leave college. in my experience, it never really materialized. ( Read more... )

so i'm in freiburg again, where i spent the summer, and loving it again. i'm feeling completely unhomesick, except for at bedtime. i think that's always when you miss someone the most -- when you're used to them being there and they aren't ( Read more... )

i still miss shea. im having troubles with the carnegie mellon financial aid office (big surprise, right?) and i want to use some of my tuition refund (which should be $4000, but they only want to give me 2500!) to fly him here for a small vacation together...maybe at the very end of the trip and we could fly home together. that's ideal...but if i ( Read more... )

i dont know why, but i've been feeling so sad since i got to germany..all i want to do is cry. i miss shea so much, and i feel like im not supposed to be where i am right now. i get this horrible feeling in my stomach like something is wrong. carolin and tim have been killing themselves to occupy me, but the fact is, shea and i have a 7 year ( Read more... )

i leave for germany on wednesday. i cant wait to go back! i miss everyone so much. i'm all packed already...and i have brownie mix for nicolas, peanuts for caro's mom, a candle for caro's mom, something for carolin, and i still need to get something for her boyfriend. she said i don't have to, but i am staying with them for a while, so...i feel ( Read more... )

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today was such a good day ( Read more... )

man.. i expected this semester to be cake. i was wroooooooong ( Read more... )

october nights, by yellowcard ( Read more... )