((trapped inside these parentheses))a few nights ago ( Read more... )

1. This 101 is 3 months and 13 days ( Read more... )

Things are getting better. im feeling more functional than recent weeks ( Read more... )

im not doing so good these days ( Read more... )

Faith ( Read more... )

 i wish my thoughts could be articulated onto paper as clear as they are in my head.

maybe when they are ready ... they will flow....

( Shine Brighter )

so its 1am on Friday night and im awake, sober and obsessed with you tube.

my flat is sparkling clean and really cosy and warm :)

my throat is no longer on fire (but the drugs still taste like shit)

i have an awesome night out planned tomorrow night that i am no doubt not really well enough to attend.

i left the flat today for a few hours to sit in my ( Read more... )

im currently dying of tonsilitus. i havent had it for 3 years at least but its just as hideous. i know how i got it and im not impressed at all. its like i get punished just for having a good time ( Read more... )

1. 2010 was so many life altering experiences for me

2. yet in so many ways I remained unchanged

3. mountains and molehills continued to be impossible to distinguish between

4. Laughter and tears became interchangeable in interchangeable countries

5. Hope and desire wrapped themselves ineffectually in fantasy

6. And I once more re-shattered my heart by ( Read more... )