today. dead. gone. never to be seen again.

i hate it here..i know the right thing is to stay but damn...i need to leave...parents are retarted...and all know mine are just asses. idk what to do..

what is wrong with me? my cousin Jenn just had her baby about 2 hrs ago now and I was all excited and happy and now i'm really down..i can't smile..i have no emotion on my face at all..idk how to feel anymore..i want to cry...i can feel the tears coming but what would be the point? cry what does it even do..makes your eyes red and puffy...nose ( Read more... )

We have been talking about "in the end times" in our Sunday School class. It says that in Heaven there is no sadness or pain. Then that must mean that part of our memory does not come with us, when we go to heaven. Basically here on Earth we have just "busy work" to do. But we are to minister to others and try to win them over for Christ so ( Read more... )

sleep and to never awake would be amazing....and yet to simple to go out of this world with no fight...but on the other hand it does happen to some. for those who want to do die..down't and for those who don't want to do...this world is yet upside down. but it never seace to amaze me. everything is not what it seems. and what it seems is not ( Read more... )

just kill him...

kill this feeling...

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hurting like an open cut
the sault just runs in deep
whe buring of it all puts my stomach into a fit.

today...
we laughed
we loved
we smiled
we huged
we said goodbye

and then

..she.

took over...