I'm headed back to Randolph in a couple of weeks for my dad's birthday. It's so crazy to think that it has been 7 years since I graduated high school. Place and time are intrinsically interwoven in such a crazy way. Home will never be a place that I can return to. Home was a distinct moment in time in a particular place. Home is gone. When I visit ( Read more... )

The internet is fucking with my sense of self and space. Does unlimited access to this expansive virtual space offer a sense of freedom and relief in the same way that access to physical space can? At times it feels like an open field, reaching out in every direction, yet it is impossible to run though it, there is no soil to dig, and no air to ( Read more... )

Over the past few days, I have opened up livejournal, considered writing everything in it, as I go through this stressful period of transition. But I don't write a thing. I remember spending so much time on here as a semi-angsty teenager, writing every thought that popped into my adolescent head ( Read more... )

i'm amazed this thing still works ( Read more... )

as i become increasingly torn between my past and my future it gets easier and easier to lose sight of the present.

broken bones can't slow me down. if i can learn to swim with one arm i know i'll have no problem with two.

its scary returning to the people, places, memories, i've left behind.
brief moments overshadow the entire experience, weighted by situational intensity and consequence.
it's forever almost the right time to
stop being a coward.

i have so much shit to get done lately. but i cant help but be distracted by hoping and planning for everything arising in the near future ( Read more... )

listening to heidi. i just got chills. so many memories. the last show at RHS was incredible. i hope LP is doing well. she was such an important person in my life.

everyone needs to come to worcester on friday night.
its michelles birthday and we are going to have a fucking amazing party.

im afraid to fall asleep, only to wake up in this same state
so lay next to me tonight and help me fight this loneliness