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i didnt mean to hurt him
i swear
i hope he can forgive me
i love him soo much
i really do hate myself
i think he hates me right now too
way to fuck things up hannah
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i need to talk to him
i miss him
im tired of always hurting
i dont know what to do anymore
i dont wanna hurt him
how did shit get like this?
im tired of always crying
i feel so stupid
did i say something wrong?
should i end it?
should i wait a little bit more longer to see if things will get better?
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These past few years... I've learned a lot. Some the hard way, some easy way, some common sense, some through others...There's lots of them ( Read more... ) -
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~Family drama is just getting worse. It's seriously making me have second thoughts on ever having a family of my own. I'm sick and tired of all the rest of the family. All they do is cause drama. They can't keep their mouth shut even if it were to save their miserable lives ( Read more... ) -
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Last night I talked to Jonathan til about 1230 last night. Talking to him made me finally figure out what I wanna do when I grow up. I wanna help people. Like become a counselor or somethin. Jonathan told me that I'm different from everyone else. I actually listen to him and find what he has to say interesting. I encourage him to do better. Versus ( Read more... ) -
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I had a lot of fun this weekend. I seriously needed it. I'm so glad I have Brookie and Allison. They have saved me so many times. So I'm seriously giving up on trying to hang out with Nathan. Why even bother when I know it ain't going to happen. He's either working or doing homework. It sucks. I'm sick and tired of always being the one trying to ( Read more... ) -
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the thought and the unknown truth still haunts me...
and makes me sick... -
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What the fuck am I doing wrong ( Read more... ) -
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I pray to God that I don't fuck it up even more. I don't wanna lose him. I don't want him to suffer cause of my dumbass. Shits not the shits not the same between us anymore. Don't know why. Like we hardly hold hands in the hall way now. Iunno if it's me or what. He's even asked me if we're ok cause I've bee acting different. It really did hurt me ( Read more... )