Doug's graduation was pretty nice. The 1hr and 20min mass before it sucked though. It's just crazzy cause when we first moved here he was starting high school. He's grown up soo much the past 4 years. I remember when we were little and either I'd fly to Wichita or he'd fly to Birmingham and we'd hang out. But now... its just scarry cause I don't ( Read more... )

Lots have been goin on ( Read more... )

Dear you ( Read more... )

Well the thing with Cody didnt work out ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to jump back out there ( Read more... )

I really thought I had think things through this time. But i dont know anymore. I don't know if its just the fact that its different from the last time, fear of taking the risk...again, or just my self being a dumbass. If it's one thing I hate...its hurting people and letting people down... My parents just don't know how sorry I am. Damn I just ( Read more... )

Deadly Tango ( Read more... )

dammit! what the hell i should be over this bullshit by now!! but it hurts sooo bad!! i feel so stupid...i just can't believe he'd do this... and its like.. why her??? why that bitch??? ive never felt so betrayed before... i feel so stupid still thinking about him.. i miss him.. but its the old him that i miss soo much. i can't get him out of my ( Read more... )

Wow... Nathan has some serious issues to work out. He thinks a girl can help him. But really.. he has to do it on his own. Every relationship he'll have will always end up a mess. He's going to end up a mess. I miss the old times with him.. but then again I'm glad we broke up cause I don't hurt as much. I've been having the time of my life. He ( Read more... )

nathan im so sorry.
i didnt mean to.
i wish i could turn back time.
before everything got fucked up.
i didnt mean for it to end up like this.