school this year has alot more work involved than i thought. im trying hard. its just alot more papers this year and im less motavated to go to every class this week i skipped 2 =X im kinda stressin about a sweet 10 page paper and an  8pager that are due the same day, the final drafts not until nov at least.
i am going to Cali <3 nov 15th to go ( Read more... )

it feels good to be back at school and im ready to tackle a new year... maybe. i just dropped one class today so now its only 6 and my on campus job in the nurses office. i like being here and not working full time and finally having time to relax and be busy with lots of new people. =)
mhmm.. lets sum up my summer: - i worked too much. didnt party ( Read more... )

so i am finally done with school and moved back home for the summer.i passed all my classes including A&P THANK GOD! i went back to work on monday and its only been 3 full days of work and im already sick of it. my job is sooo boring unless we are goofing around 24/7 having food fight and if i have to see bruces pimplebuttcrack one more time this ( Read more... )

So lately i have been feeling alot better. my lady even told me she can see it and we havnt been meeting for that long. Ive just been smiling alot more and dealing with everything for a change just makes me feel better. and i have to get myself motivated to start catching up on my work! i have to watch Memento ( one of my favorate movies) and write ( Read more... )

soo.. im back at school and i had a greatttt weekend ( Read more... )

Today is a good day. Im REALLY sure i passed my A&P exam i actually knew what i was talking about for a change when i took it yay! and i got a 75 on my Bio one last week. paying more attention and studying more is paying off. finally.... tonight is gonna be good too cuz Katie Meggy T and Mike Jones are all comming to visit. i hope that it wont be ( Read more... )

Forget Everything i just said. 
so much for a good day.
perhaps tomorrow will be better.
as soon as a take a step forward i fall 3 steps back.
DONT TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN, I MEAN IT

I had a GREAT weekend.I went on a road trip =) 
 I went to worster to party with the asian and sam. That was pretty good met some new people, but still a little akward. worster is a crazy place thats for sure. 
Then on Saterday i drove up the Mass Pike to Monson to see Leanne. One of my real friends who i have been tight with since she was in 6th ( Read more... )

This is a quote i picked up in my writing class today. and when she had the class write a responce using it i of course made sure not to make eye contact to read my answer outloud. who the hell like to do that ? lol. soooooooooo... alot of the kids in class read theres and i thought that some made good points. that for us to be sucessful in life we ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do. i never want to talk to her again and i can say and mean it and i KNOW that i wont and nothing in my entire body tells me that this is the wrong choice to make. but for him for some dumb reason i feel bad for him..and at the same time i am still so angry at him for doing this in the first place cuz i told him what would ( Read more... )