Just got back from Atlanta. The Evanescence concert kicked ass!! I didnt realize how close we were gonna be to the stage. We were only about 30 yards away from the stage! We missed Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace. We got there just as they were setting the stage up for Seether. They fuckin rocked! When they started in playing Broken, I ( Read more... )

Hi Tracy, I hope you are doing well and enjoying your new job. As for me, Im gonna give Violett a chance and try to start over with her. She seems very sincere and I have to believe her. I think it would be the best for me and her and colton too. I know you will probably get upset when you read this but I have to do what I feel is right. I could be ( Read more... )

tracy, I dont know what happened. I think my puter locked up, Im sorry I will talk to you tomorrow. I miss you. I had to leave to go to work. Have sweet dreams and good night :)

Tracy, I already wrote this once, but apparently it didnt take. I have figured out why I have been so depressed lately. Everytime I get depressed it goes back to my divorce. I just want my family back and things to be the way they used to be. Me and my ex had a talk and we have to decided to give it a try. PLease dont hate me, I do love you but I ( Read more... )

I was just listening to evanescence and I realized that one of their songs describes what I feel. Here it is ( Read more... )

When I woke up last night before work, I realized Tracy wasnt here. I felt so lonely. And when I got home from work this morning the house was empty and silent. I feel so depressed right now. I just dont know what to do. A part of me says "Get her back!" and yet another part of me says "dont do it, get your life in order before you do it". Damn I ( Read more... )

I broke it off with SweetTracyLynn today. Its a really sad day but I just had to do it. my life is really screwed up and I didnt want to drag her down in the same hole im in. I just have to make things right for myself and my son before I can try to have a relationship with anyone. The past 2 years have been devastating and traumatic for me. In ( Read more... )

We went canoeing saturday. it was so much fun! We only tipped over once! I did all the paddling. i didnt want Tracy to have to do any work. I just wanted her to relax. We had a wonderful weekend. We spent lots of alone time together just talking and letting our feet dangle in the water. It felt as if I was dreaming. God, I love that girl so much. I ( Read more... )

Patiently waiting for Thursday. Me and Tracy are gonna have a blast. At least I hope she will enjoy it. The thing Im looking forward to the most is sitting by the campfire with her by my side and serenading her with my trusty ole' flattop. Its hard for me to describe the way I feel when Im with her. Yeah, I know I got it bad lol. I have good reason ( Read more... )

Me and Tracy went shopping yesterday for her a bathing suit. I had to pay some bills so I didnt get to buy anything for her :( I wanted to so bad. Thats ok cause Im gonna take her back to town to buy her some more next week. I have to work all DAMN weekend so that sux cause I cant spend time with her or my son. Got the evanescence tickets today. ( Read more... )