Just for posterity's sake ( Read more... )

I am feeling panicky.

I feel stuck and unhappy in my job.

I am warring with the programming.

I have no self-confidence at this point.

I'm wondering what in the hell I'm doing with my life.

I'm so lonely I don't know what to do.

I don't want to bother anyone with my depression (yet again).

"It was just that she couldn't bear to be wrong again.  To wake up beside one more person in the morning thinking: Who in the world is this, and how on earth did he or she get in my bed?  Her bed, a massive thing draped in silk, was special to her.  Analagous really to a secret chamber of her heart.  When this space was defiled, even by her own bad ( Read more... )

Well, I think it's officially tomorrow, but I celebrated yesterday, so...  It's close enough ( Read more... )

Please picture me screaming that while banging my head into a wall ( Read more... )

I started taking birth control again, to manage the unmanageableness of my menstrual cycle.  The result (besides management) has been an increase in my breast size.  Again. :(  Which has resulted in me realized that I REALLY need new bras (I always suspected I was wearing the wrong size ( Read more... )

I want to say that I hate being confused.  I hate not knowing what people I care about are thinking.  I hate mixed signals ( Read more... )

I've done some pretty good things this week ( Read more... )

 No, not today.  Today I have a weird headache and feel kinda sad for no real good reason.  And I'm too tired, even though I got plenty of sleep ( Read more... )

I am no longer employed at AADL ( Read more... )