Last night I had a realization, that I desperately need to change me if I'm ever going to be happy again.  This isn't about not having a job at the moment (although I am waiting on a call back from an interview I had on Monday at Video Exclusive) or that I have not been the world's best student by any means.   No, this is about me hating the person ( Read more... )

Just wanted to let you all know that I am in deed still alive.  Life's been going OK.  I left JCPenny last year to take some time for myself and now I am still looking for a new job.  Still at Scraft studying  computer graphics.  I wanna get a position at an advertising firm then go to Eastern to get a degree in interior design.  Hoping all goes ( Read more... )

Last night I had the coolest dream and I still remember most of it so I'm going to write it out before I forget it ( Read more... )

1. Initials: JMR ( Read more... )

I just tallied up my total paid hours (lunches are unpaid) for this upcoming week and I totaled 48. Woo Hoo! I'm scheduled M W F and picked up 9 hour shifts for S Th F from a co-worker. Yay, next pay check will be pretty ( Read more... )

My dad's gonna kill me. He just got a phone bill for $230!!!!!! I know I spent some time on-line but damn! I'm gonna see if David will lend me $100 to give Dad to make it a lil easier. Then I can pay David back when I get paid ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the Day After Thanksgiving Sale and I have to be at work at 4:45 A M!!!!! We open at 5a! So it is 8:30p now and I am headed to bed because I have to get up at 3. Ewwwwwwwwwwww

I know I haven't updated in a while, but oh well. I find that I tend to update in periods, such a s a lot at one time then nothing for a while. I spent 2 hours on myspace.com writing the other day only to have it all be deleted when I tried to post it. Fuck that. From now on I am updating here and copying it into myspace ( Read more... )

I got my eyebrow pierced today! It's a silver ring in my left one. I've been wanting to do this since like 10th grade or something but was always procrastinating because it would hurt and dad's gonna be mad. I think also because it's so visible. I don't really care too much for the ring but as soon as it heals enough I'll put in a cool barbell. It ( Read more... )

I had another dream last night that I died. I was really sick and it kept getting worse then I passed out. When I woke up the pain was all gone and I felt good for the first time in a while, except that I also had lost a pulse and was quite pale. After that only a few people could see me, others could sense my presence and most had no idea when ( Read more... )